4 years ago
Thanks for the awesome post!
youre welcome, just always know, i got your back. :)
What is boba? lol, when u come to sac we should see if they have it here.
Class and work are the main parts of my life at the moment also. I am working on the happy and content part, but then again, arent we always? Things in Sacramento are just the usual, nothing to do, hahaha. But the weekends are where i am finding the relief from all the busy schedules. Recording music with the guys is what is keeping me sane in all the time i have on those two days. That album is just a gigantic monster of a project, but it will be done. (maybe not as soon as we expected, but we want to make it that much better). School is okay. still not much social aspect to Sac State, but enough to get by. the Honors program provides the little social interaction that i do have at school.
This summer has been crazy to say the least. Some things i regret, others i dont, but i am learning throughout the entire process, as i am probably more naive than you at certain things. dissappointment over what didnt happen is a part of life, as hypocritical as it feels for me to say it, we have to keep our eyes open. I have found that “walls and cynicism” are where we go to recover, but for reasons i dont understand. that is where we, or at least i, feel the worst. having someone to just talk to and lean on…keeping you moving on is what i am learning is the best alternative.
as for your lesson, i am trying myself to fully embrace that. I believe i have the heart, for despite how i may seem to other people, i do feel quite strongly about things, showing it is what i have yet to embrace. that last bit of wall is the hardest for me to get rid of. i guess i am just holding out for an easier way. instead of breaking it down, waiting for a hand to help me over.